[ inside the cell ]

the things i want to have. the person i want to be. the ideas i wish everyone could hear. the passages i would really want to end. the accidents that have been happening. the predictions that's beyond reality. i want to be free, free of judgment, free of ridicule. i want to be myself, be true and nothing more. i want to be with you, hold you in my arm until i die. i want to die smiling, so the world will know how happy my life had been.

Thursday, January 07, 2010

The rebirth of the Filibustero

Here I am finally typing my first blog for 2010 (yes, I can hear you saying ‘finally…’). I just had a very tiring day, though I didn’t do anything at all today still, I feel very exhausted. I can feel my eyelids slowly closing down, oooh I will be needing my pillow soon.


2009 was really fun; I had my internship, celebrated my graduation, found a job and celebrated our first year anniversary. I could say that it was fruitful and exciting, I tried smiling all year ‘round but maybe I was wrong to think that it was even possible, I won’t go blaming others for the tears I’ve shed, maybe it was all part of it.


I realized many things after the ‘incidents’ and I could say that I changed a lot, better and wiser me, but still keeping that little piece of me that just won’t stop loving her and that is what I want o let her know, maybe I’ve been acting weird lately but I want to assure her and everyone who’s concerned about her, about us, I still love Cielo and forever will I be inlove with her that no Woman or Man (hopefully not) can ever change.


I’m living a different life now, no school, no home works and definitely no exams, but I miss hanging out and fooling around. I promised myself that I’ll be enjoying my life and will be living to the fullest, and so far I’m doing great.


I’m looking forward to a more exciting year for me and for the rest of us, and hopefully more blogs for the year!


Cheers to 2009,

Cheers to 2010, and to the coming months.

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