the blank stare

i was looking at the raindrops that were blurring my sight on the highway, it was a cloudy afternoon and i was wondering where does the sun go when its pouring heavily? thus, where was the smile that i usually wear when i'm on my way home?

she lied, and i don't know why.

i'm pissed not because i wasn't able to spend time with her, though i really miss her, but my point is i'm not mad because i didn't see her, i'm mad because you lied to me.

i'm so pissed off.
i hate myself.
P*****ina!