HOW-SHOULD-I-WRITE-THIS?

it's been three weeks of work...and i still can't get hold of where i am right now and what are the things that i should be doing. i left my heart somewhere in Kamuning, and its actually hard to work without it.

yeah my mom's right, i'll just get frustrated if i'll keep on thinking about that dream workplace of mine. But is hoping a bad thing? will it really just frustrate me and will not make me push harder to achieve it?

it's not yet the time, but what if i miss my every chance if i'll throw all this hope i have, can somebody just make me feel better? cause my hopes of a bright and successful career is slowly leaving my system.

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can't think of anything more to say, my life is having one of its take-a-little-rest stage, i don't think its for good but it does make me feel miserable.

and i guess nothing can cure me, at least for now. i'm losing hope and am going insane. does that make any sense?