[ inside the cell ]

the things i want to have. the person i want to be. the ideas i wish everyone could hear. the passages i would really want to end. the accidents that have been happening. the predictions that's beyond reality. i want to be free, free of judgment, free of ridicule. i want to be myself, be true and nothing more. i want to be with you, hold you in my arm until i die. i want to die smiling, so the world will know how happy my life had been.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

ITS ME AND YOU

i had always found myself crying at night because of the same damn reason that he didn't loved me the way i loved him. But after months of thinking and enjoying the life as a single, i realized i was missing the joy of falling in love.

is it really joy or am i fooling myself?

i've fallen in love maybe twice or thrice, and never did i really enjoyed the idea of holding someone else's hand just to let everyone know that i'm committed and happy. but i have to say its different now.

my heart belongs to her.

maybe after so much heartaches my heart finally grew tired of hurting and decided to give it another try. she has the sweetest smile, like that of a little girl who had just received her first teddy bear. she perfectly holds my hand, though hers are smaller than mine, still she makes me feel complete.

she have the eyes of an angel and the smile of a devil.

i have fallen in love with a girl who's afraid of big fishes and who loves seeing charlie bitten. she laughs like a naughty boy but giggles like a girl n her pig tails. i just love everything about her. and this time im not ashamed to let everyone know that ive fallen madly in love with the girl who enjoys watching the fireworks with me.

they can say anything.

it would definitely raise some eyebrows but hell do i care. like what we say im happy and aki's gay haha, im just too happy to think of what other people might say about the things i do.

i love my world now, full of hearts and bubbles in shades of pink and blue.
enjoying every moment like what i always do.

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