poochie

poochie [poo-chi] an english word used to describe someone like aki menor.

..when i said i needed someone to fix my broken heart, i didn't said i needed it right away so i won't allow anyone in until i'm sure i'm ready for him.

haha

so what if you're the right one for me, hell who cares ? i don't need you, not yet. sorry.

shoulda ?

i may have found him...

in the form of a nice friend...

yet the assurance of a happy life is blurred, distorted.

you can never blame me when i cry,

at least i don't hold on forever like anyone else...

i have to move on, in one way or another...

i swear to come back to those who broke my heart,

but not now, it'll ruin everything.

i shall plan every move and promise never to fail,

ineed youtofixit, sojustfixit.

plangak !

i'm doing some work on my flixster account, damn i'm obsessed with these sites, well there no porn site ok ?
i want some colors, great ! i need someone to repair my heart. thanks

couzs muvie break

aivy

airish

aimee

joy

jane

marra

zarra

gicelle

jessica

grace

ate liza

all present ? the first ever SM couzs muvie break, haha we had so much fun, we watched ouija, [ sorry js2, i wanted to watch it with you guys but i can't let this one chance slip ] gicelle was screaming and i could hear jane and jessica's while watching the climax, ha funny !

i'll be celebrating my 18th birthday without my dad, but i understand, its for our own good anyway. well we'll have a dinner at our place, i wish i could invite all, but i also want to keep for the family and relatives. lolz

iloveyou, hope you could read this, man i wanna kick you really hard.

alone and all

i may be inlove and all but i still need to spare time on my own, to help me think, to help me forget.

i didn't saved this post for nothing. this post is made to be read, for that someone who broke my heart, and still breaks it, f**k you ! i regret the day i found your smile cute, i even hate the day i asked your number, damn ! i hate my stpid life.

and as i ask myself every night, how's your life dude ? shit, all i can say is hell ! and then i cry, like a baby who needs a bottle of milk, but no milk can heal these wounds, i need beer, i need one case dude !

in case nobody understands these shits i've typed in, well good for you, coz no normal being understands me, only those who shares the same fate and the same tearful things. hell with yah !

i love the things that makes me cry !, how'd you spell that chai ? sado-maso ? is it...shit ! i forgot to kill myself yesterday, after i received a message talking about an iota of hope, still hope there eh ? but still ! iota, meaning small, itchy-bitchy hope, almost nothing there.

i'll cry, bet you didn't realize that. hell with yah bitch !