shoulda ?

i may have found him...

in the form of a nice friend...

yet the assurance of a happy life is blurred, distorted.

you can never blame me when i cry,

at least i don't hold on forever like anyone else...

i have to move on, in one way or another...

i swear to come back to those who broke my heart,

but not now, it'll ruin everything.

i shall plan every move and promise never to fail,

ineed youtofixit, sojustfixit.