one stupid gal.

...how can something so wrong, feel so right all along...

i don't intend to sing the whole song in this post., well at some point i simply love this certain part..coz it speaks of the feeling i have inside, i am in love, i'm crazy in love with someone i should not love ! 'the one' is somebody i respect, someone dear to me that i just can't let anyone know how i feel for that somebody, now do you think its a problem ? well, that's not all, i have these illusionsm, of course it's out of despair. but i sometimes feel the urge to kiss, hug and be with this somebody, but i can't, i just can't, get the picture ?

i have loved before, but this love i feel right now is something different...far different from the flings i had. i need to be with this somebody, i can't live a normal life anymore, i want to shout to the world, all the things kept in my head. please hear me world.hear me.