[ inside the cell ]

the things i want to have. the person i want to be. the ideas i wish everyone could hear. the passages i would really want to end. the accidents that have been happening. the predictions that's beyond reality. i want to be free, free of judgment, free of ridicule. i want to be myself, be true and nothing more. i want to be with you, hold you in my arm until i die. i want to die smiling, so the world will know how happy my life had been.

Saturday, October 06, 2007

at the beginning.




i'm not sure where i got the tears that's streaming down my cheeks, i'm not even sure who's causing all my sufferings. i never asked for anything, all i wanted was someone who understands me, the one who knows how to treat me right.


i'm not a girl not yet a woman, and so i do not deserve all the pain that makes me oh so weak. i hate everything that reminds me of you, don't blame me if i haven't moved on yet, let me remind you that i have loved because of shallow reasons, but everytime i see you happy in the arms of another, i can't help but cry.




i am weak., i am insensitive., but i don't care !


hell with you all.

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