kainis!...bad trip talga!...

i was waiting for you at the end of the pathwalk...i was staring at you wishing you'd stare back...but you we're busy tring to catch a glimpse of her,youi promised to talk to me that day...and i hoped that you'll do what you have told me,but what do i get i hoping?...heartache, i almost cried,maybe of hate,because of how you treat me, but i guess its not like that...coz deep inside me is telling me to hate you...to blame you for all the tears i've wasted...yes,those tears were wasted,for i cried for the wrong person... i shou'd have threw the thought of us together and instead find another who'll treat me right,who'll give back to me,the love i've showed him,who'll try to lend me his handkerchief,so i won't cry anymore,i wish i did it earlier,so i won't be found crying here just because you didn't talked to me as promised...
why are treating me like this?is it that i'm just pushing you to do something you don't like?,i just wanted to be your friend...more than that?,i'm not asking you to love me... coz i know you won't,you'll never...
i wish i haven't changed seat with a friend so i wouldn't fall for you,i wish i haven't sat beside you,so i won't be crying now...i wish i never told you that i love you so i won't be hurting now...i wish i never looked into your eyes,so i won't be hoping...hoping that you'll love me too...
oh God!,i wish i was never a fool to fall for another fool who never saw what is happening around him...how i wish i've learned to love somebody else....